#201

learning about abnormal psychology makes me feel a little psychotic sometimes. being a year three module, it's really in depth. you have to read through so many details about their symptoms and cases and like my lecturer said whatever the mental illness you learn, you will always wonder if you have the symptoms too. even symptoms of a sex maniac makes me wonder if i am one too. lolx. but dont worry i still have a long way to go. and its a weird feeling when you begin to see sex maniacs as just patients that need help and people have always neglected the kind of help they need because of discrimination. this includes all other kinds of psychological disorders.

if you were disturbed by all the parts about sex maniacs, im really sorry. i've just covered the topic on sexual disoders in school please bear with me.

i have a problem. you know there are always people on the train who pretend to be asleep or pretend to be blind to people who really need the seats more than them. okay, maybe they are really really tired after a day's work and they really need their seats. i can understand.

but what i particularly hate are couples who seem to be talking happily or are just going home from their fantastic shopping trip and they pretend not to see an old lady standing right next to them. old people have brittle bones, do you?! when they fall it's serious, how serious will it be for you?! they get tired and all kinds of pain everywhere easily, do you?! first, if you can be talking happily i dont see why you are that tired or sick not to give up the seat. second, your fantastic shopping trip may be tiring but if you are so weak that you need the seat that much. next time dont go shopping then. third, i think at least the guy should have given up his seat and stop pretending to be asleep! argh @#$%^&*

#200

triple yays! i've got a new blog skin i've got a new blog skin i've got a new blog skin~

but then again i changed it only because the previous was REMOVED FROM PHOTOBUCKET! i cant believe it. but its ok there are quite a few really nice ones on blogskin anw. and i like this one:) it's time to change your blogskin people! dont be lazy.

so that day i was happily eating kfc for dinner. n it's variety meal!:D but it didn feel as nice as the first time i ate it. and so after eating i went to sleep.
the next morning when i woke up i saw a kfc bag on the dinning table and i was thinking woah~ so thoughtful of my mum to have bought kfc so early for my lunch. so being the greedy me, i looked into the plastic bag, then i saw a half finished meal and coke. and i realised i had eaten my kfc halfway and forgot abt it the night before.
我不相信我自己 sorry xj im going to rmb it for life. sometimes i really dont understand what's going thru my mind.

and it suddenly struck me that i should keep a photo log of my braces. because i dont want to forget how i really looked like before my plastic surgery. like many people who forget themselves and who they really are.















"i didn't hide them because i didn't want to look at them. i hid them because it was all i wanted to do."
sometimes we remove things from our memories because the memories are over and we want to move on or its really because we cant move on?

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